I find dreams to be such an intresting thing, even when you are asleep your brain just can't stop working, and they lets you see behind the scenes, they show you who you really are.
Last night I dreamt that I was on vacation in a seaside town with my mom. The coast of the city was beautiful, there where no beaches, only steep cliffs with some bushes growing in between them. There were a lot of people in the streets and beyond the road that travelled along the coast there were the buildings, tall and thin, extending on the tall hill behind them.
The scene changes and I am now in the bedroom of the apartment that me and mom are renting for this vacation. The room is a bit small, in front of me there is a large window with a view of the sea and the city. The apartment is a bit far away from the coast. On my right side there is another large window, on the left is the bed and behind me is the door that should lead to the rest of the house, but the room feel like it is the very last floor of a very tall tower, isolated from the rest of the building. The sun is setting over the blue horizon line illuminating the room in a strong golden light and looking outside the window on the right I can see the color of the sky going from orange to a deep dark blue. While I am looking out, what seems like a flying city enters the window frame, tiny in the distance. I immediatly get up from the bed and grab my phone to take a picture, but I am not fast enough and the city exits my field of view, moving flat like a png across the skybox.
The scene changes again, me and mom have gone out into the city and are walking down al long road that goes up and down with the hill side. We arrive at a restaurant where we had booked a reservation. The restaurant consists of a white gazebo where the kitchen is and many white chairs and tables that cover almost the whole raod on both sides. Other than that, on the sides of the road, there are no houses, only a patch of grass and then tall and dense cypress trees. Mom and I are greeted by the chef, a short young man with blond shaggy hair, a prominent nose, slightly tanned skin and a hunched back. All the tables are empty because it's a bit early for dinner, so the man stops to chat with us for a while.
During all of I have long hair and kind of look like I did in middle school.
Last night I dreamt that I was in my childhood bedroom, I had awoken and climbed down the loft bed. In the living room I saw my mom and two people she had invited for lunch. I quickly said hi before returning swiftly to my bedroom.
The bed wasn't there anymore, only the desk underneath it with an old macintosh computer on in, one of those rally old ones from the 2000s with a semi transparent green casing, I then sat down and started using it.
Last night I dreamt in a city by the sea. There where no beaches, only a walk way that overlooked a sharp drop with a naval port at the bottom, all the buildings of the city where white with blue roofs and the light blue of the sky was so bright that it looked like everything was glowing.
While I was there I came across a weird little creature. His head was in the shape of a 'J' his skin light blue and his eyes and mouth shaped like an '^'. He was wearing a police uniform and was waving his hand at me after which he went to arrest another weird little creature who had a round head, magenta skin and 'u' shaped eyes and mouth. The policeman told me he had to be arrested because he was different and was ruining the 'countinuity' of the city. In that moment I understood that place was not as nice and clean as it had seemed at first, but just really surveilled.
Then night falls and I find myself inside one of the houses of the city. I turn my glance from the front door to the back of the room, the walls are white like the exteriors and the floor is made of beige wodden planks, there is a very warm and intense light coming in from another room that almost reaches the front door, mixing with the blue light of the night.
Last night I dreamt that I recieved some text messages from a girl who I used to go to elementary school with, and this really bothered me because me and this girl really hated each other and in these texts she was obviously playing nice so she could get something out of me.
The dream then changes and I am now in the car with my mom and I am telling her about the texts. Outside it's dark and when I am done telling the story we get off the car and we go our seperate ways, she goes tho the pharmacy while I go do my own thing. I find myself at a T shaped crossroad, in front of me there is a bakery, to my right a train crossing, behind is the pharmacy and on the left a fence of a public park.
I have to cross the road but the lamp posts that illuminate the pedestrian crossings are out, so I have to wait for a moment when no car are driving by to run to the other side. I wait for a good moment and then run but gravity doesn't work very well and I almost hit my face on the public park fence, saved by a handrail that I hold onto. I try to cross in another spot and I manage to get to the other side but this time I slide and fly out of control, I hang onto another rail and end up with my legs in the air, floating upside down like in zero gravity.
I almost forgot last night's dream. It looked like I was on a beach that looked like Portorosso's beach from 'Luca' and I was there with someone who looked like Gerard Way when he had red hair. I should have written this down when I had just woken up..
Last night I dreamed that I awoke and walked down the stairs, from my bedroom to the livingroom, the window behind the table had it's shutters open, letting an opaline light into the room. My mom comes towards me as I get down the stairs, she is waring her gray sweatshirt, dark blu pants and her hair is tied in a ponytail, I have my green knitted blanket over my shoulders and I feel very sleepy. Mom takes me to the table and I see that on it, on the side opposite to the window, is a plate with a slice of cheesecake, I sit down and eat while my mom sits opposite of me, on her plate there is something that looks like a muffin.
The scene changes and I a in a parking garage. Mom's car, that I remember to have driven there, is double parked in front of other cars, I am wearing my rainbow sweater, gray jeans, mountain shoes and my green winter jacket. For a second the point of view changes and I see myself from a low angle, like a video taken with a phone, my head turns to the left (my right), and I see two people have approached me: a man whose look I can't remember, and a woman with a purple sweater and a long purple skirt, with brown hair that reaches her shoulders and very thick bangs, they both look about forty. The lady points to the car and asks me to move it so they can get out of their spot. I tell them yes but I don't get into my mom's car, which had it's passenger door open this whole time, instead I walk towards a car that looks very worn, it seems like it was built with scap metal and a hammer, there are no doors, no windows, no seats, it's little more that a skeleton with weeles and an engine. The cabin is very small and very rusty, there are only two pedals, accelerator and brake, and the steering wheel is as far down as them so to drive I have to do yoga. The shift stick is also 'soft' so to change gear I have to move my whole body. I back up, turn, and in that time the space around me changes, I am no longer in the parking lot, but I am now in my garage, I get off the car to open the garage doors and exit and the scene changes again.
I am looking at a computer sceen and someone is playing minecraft, but I am not sure if it's me playing or if I am looking at someone else's youtube video, probably that second option. I can hear what sounds like a call between a 12-13 boy and two older guys, I don't remember what they were talking about, but the two guys weren't taking the boy very seriusly, and as they are talking the sun goes down suddently, whoever is playing has not built a house, so they just dig a hole in the ground and close themself in.
Last night I had a dream were I was standing in a very busy pedestrian street and was looking at a small girl who was maybe 5-6 years old, she had a golden retriever puppy with here who was lying on the floor like a stuffed plushie, refusing to walk, while the girl kept dragging it by it's leash as if she didn't notice. Seeing this I thought "It's ok, the young ones often act like this, it'll pass."
Last night I dreamed that I was watching a movie at the cinema with a friend. Both the friend and the cinema were more of a distant idea, my senses of touch, space and
hearing were telling me that I was sitting in a dark cinema with someone beside me but my vision was one with the camera.
The movie was 'Matrix', except that it wasn't. The first scene shows a shot of outer space with galaxies and nebulas in the background. A wormhole then opens and out of it comes The Worm Of The Hole , awful name I know, a ginormous being that sort of looked like the Ohmu from Nausicaä but with large curved spikes coming out of it's body and a bulbous behind connected to the rest of the body by a skinny middle section, like a wasp.
The scene changes and I (the camera) am in a room that looks like a huge underground parking garage, there are rectangular columns here and there and the cieling seems low. Every surface in this place is made of a material that looks like outer space, pitch black with subtle shimmers, like the paint on some cars. The columns and walls can only be told apart from the background by a thin shine on their vertices like they are surrounded by a layer of glass. In this space The Worm Of The Hole chases after me but my movements are unnaturaly fast and with no friction, a couple of times it almost comes too close to me but I glide away and manage to keep my distance thanks to my agility. The situation makes me feel very anxious, not like a nightmare but more like the climax of an action movie.
During this entire movie I can hear my voice talking to my friend, commenting on things such as the special effects and art direction but I don't remember anything in particular.
The scene now changes entirely, mybe another dream that I had immediatly after, I see a metal table and on it are the badges of the four main characters of 'Severance': Mark, Helly, Irving (misspelled as Hervie) and Dylan, Mark and Helly's badges are green and red respectively and the other two are light blue with their names written on them in a lighter shade and impact font.
I look up and I am in another room, it looks like an old factory with concrete wall painted in eggshell-white a tall cieling and huge pane windows to my left, the lights are off and the room is inondated by the low orange light of the sun setting, the place has been renovated to be an office there is on the wallin front of me a low, black, ikea-looking shelf with various document and office supplies on it, to it's right the door and it's left the windows, in front of the shelf there is a low, round, black desk with Helly sitting at it facing me 3/4, the others are also in the room, I can feel them but not see them.
The prospective changes and I am now Mark, standing by the window looking outside. I (Mark) can see that the portion of the building to my right takes a 90° turn, continues for a couple hundred meters and takes another 90° turn forming a horseshoe. From where I (Mark) is standing I can guess that I am standing on the first or second floor of the building and can see into the courtyard, it is not quite a parking lot and not quite a garden, there are many young and thin trees planted in small flowerbeds 4-5 meters away from eachother.
In the middle of the courtyard there is a dead end road with a bus stop with 3-5 people waiting. Seeing this I (Mark) am overwelmed by a feeling, very similar to when you are a small child and you see a bunch of other kid playing outside your window, on the other side of a fence, out of your reach and all you can think is "I want to go play with them too". That is what Mark (I) says, or at least something similar to it, maybe he (I) just moves his mouth.
The dream changes suddently again. Like in the first sequence I don't see my surroundings but only percieve them, I now feel that I am in my grandma's old house, the one she lived in before she moved closer, and I am in her living room half lying down on her mustard yellow sofa. What I see is an interface similar to Youtube with a video being recommended on my home page. The layout is a bit different, the channel's profile picture and name are on top of the thumbnail with the name having the same formatting as the video's title, the channel's name is 'Belive in C564' a play on C418.
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